Here is my private blog. I'm surrounded by so many lovely people who to be fair I don't know what I'd do without. Only the small minority of them know my troubles, fears and hopes and I hope to keep it that way. I dislike myself at times; I am too shy and way too secretive with people. One friend in particular refers to me as 'perfect' but I don't think there is such thing as 'perfect' - I mean, who is someone to say they are any better than someone else?